Cause every time I try you bring me down again.

I welcome death openly and you think it's a lie. I tell you you are killing me inside and I can't take it and you push me further.

I walk through traffic with my eyes covered hoping something big and fast will take me out.

I gamble my life away all the time, just to realize I'm still stuck here TO DEAL WITH MORE SHIT!

I'm losing my mind over this.

All I ever did was help people.

All I ever did was love people.

I give and truly expect nothing. I expect nothing at all and not only do I expect nothing, but I receive nothing and keep giving.

I love with all I am.

I never lie EVER. I sacrifice my own wants for others.

I would die for you.

If you keep this up..

I will.

I don't want you to live this life without me. I just want to be loved before it's too late.

I'm crying out and you still won't stop.

I feel like you're trying to kill me.