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• 17/09/2008 @ 10:54 ant said

  

  But what sort of love is this? Are you sure it is love? ant

• 17/09/2008 @ 16:24 rawrs said

  

  part of me is happy when i fail, as if it wanted me to fail. its that kind of love, its as if i make self miserable on purpose in order to feel "happy".

• 17/09/2008 @ 17:20 cherry said

  

  is this your comfort zone maybe?
  Failing and hurting ?
  its easier to love these things when they are familiar 'friends'.. love and hate are so very close in design .
  I wish you strength xx

• 18/09/2008 @ 07:37 ant said

  

  I might have to think about this rawrs - I tend to think that cherry might have a point - that you are fulfilling a destiny of having no faith in yourself - and yet you are so gifted - what do you really think is inside you that might be waiting underneath these feelings to come out?