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Brick created on 15/02/2008 @ 21:41

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just because sometimes I have to punish myself
just because sometimes I have to cope
just because sometimes I have to feel something
just because sometimes I have to survive
just because sometimes
just because

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  • 16/02/2008 @ 03:04 dramablu said
    dramablu

    I do too sometimes. I am learning not to, but I know it's a hard road to travel and especially alone, if you want to talk, feel free to pm me.

  • 21/02/2008 @ 05:36 roze said
    roze

    Your images are dramatic and inspiring. I love your work JayT

  • 22/02/2008 @ 17:35 JayT said
    JayT

    Thank you roze, you are so kind and uplifting!
    Love J

  • 26/03/2008 @ 21:01 YankeeBob said
    YankeeBob

    Hi JayT

    There is a school of thought in the field of psychology that if we are physically/emotionally/ or sexually abused in our childhoods then we will think there is something wrong with us.

    This tape in our head ( "I dont deserve any better " , or "I am no good" ) are played often as we the victim struggle with our inner demons.

    I have met women like yourself at ACOSA meetings, and elsewheres in groups where we are dealing with this issue.

    I hope you will learn to live life with out those false tapes, and without the self harm .

    You are a worth more ...so much more...in so many ways.

    take care. be well.

  • 01/04/2008 @ 22:43 JayT said
    JayT

    Hi YankeeBob
    Thank you for your words, which I know makes sense. I am starting to feel that I can begin to deal with the tape, and indeed haven't self-harmed for about a month now which feels good.
    Wishing you well.
    x

  • 05/05/2008 @ 01:05 hopeful_dog said
    hopeful_dog

    ...me too. Not so much lately, but... me too.

  • 05/05/2008 @ 11:04 roze said
    roze

    Hey hopeful_dog - not seen you around before - welcome. I am an ex self-harmer too. How are things going for you? Hugs roze

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