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Brick created on 29/09/2008 @ 10:10

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I am now 10 weeks pregnant. Today! Last time I was pregnant, my miscarriage started at 10 weeks, 1 day - that's TOMORROW! I am completely paranoid about my pregnant symptoms - are they still there? Why don't I feel sick? What about my boobs, are they still sore (give em a quick squeeze to make sure - me, not you!)? Yep, still sore! Oh my goodness, the suspense is killing me and despite myself, hope rises - one minute I believe that this baby is going to be born, healthy and whole. The next minute I hack hope to death and tell myself not to think about the future. Agrh! My mind is going crazy with all this and I can hardly think about anything else. Wish I could just close my eyes and sleep for the next fornight!

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  • 30/09/2008 @ 10:55 ant said
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    hi purple giraffe, be nice to yourself and be confident that your body and the baby will do what they need to do - maybe it would be a good thing to try some relaxation exercises to give your mind a rest from the worries? thinking of you as I know none of this is easy ant xx

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