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Brick created on 28/10/2008 @ 04:47

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i cant respect myself, as i mentioned. not saying specifically in what way, cos it's too awful. whatever. i don't think anyone can help anyway. no one's half as disgusting as me. i know God didnt create me to be such a... no words for this, cos it is really too dreadful.anyway, who cares.

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  • 28/10/2008 @ 05:33 UMxx said
    UMxx

    Hang on Princessgirl - it sounds like you are really angry and disappointed with yourself. I do care - and I don't know what the detail is but is it really too awful to come to peace with yourself? Here and listening UM xx

  • 28/10/2008 @ 05:41 princessgirl said
    princessgirl

    thanks UM..love you, thanks for being so sweet. but i don't even know what's wrong with me. so like i said, though i know you really want to help, dont bother. i dont know what's wrong either. im just irritated i cant respect myself and be thankful for what God has given me. i hate myself for treating my bod like some sh** when it wasn't supposed to be like that in the first place. really, just ignore this.all rubbish anyway. i cant express what i want to say..

  • 28/10/2008 @ 06:00 harmony said
    harmony

    Hi Princess girl.. lots of love and hugs coming your way. Haarmony x

  • 28/10/2008 @ 06:07 UMxx said
    UMxx

    well - you aren't doing to badly in terms of expressing how frustrated with yourself - and you are not talking rubbish - you are just expressing how you are feeling.If and when you want to talk then I am here and will be happy to listen - UM xx

  • 28/10/2008 @ 09:49 princessgirl said
    princessgirl

    thank you harmony and UM for showing that you care..love you guys lots. dont really want to talk about it, but just a question-do you ever feel guilty for doing something you shouldnt do? if so, how did you go about stopping yourself doing that? i have utterly no self-discipline, so im terrible at controlling myself..

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