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Brick created on 14/10/2008 @ 03:09

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I am falling. into depression. again. I am falling. into anorexia. again. I am helpless. I am inadequate. I am falling.

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self control cutting anorexia eating injury disorder nervosa

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  • 14/10/2008 @ 22:16 UMxx said
    UMxx

    Hi I,

    There are lots of things that we can't help - or control - but we can limit how badly they get - like knowing when we are falling to get help early. Are you able to get some support before it gets worse?

    Um xx

  • 15/10/2008 @ 01:41 ihaveissues said
    ihaveissues

    My University offers counseling on campus....but that is the thing. I don't want to go to a psychiatrist. I don't deserve to go to a psychiatrist. I am not sick yet. I would feel like a fraud if I went now. Its reallt not such a big deal. There are so many more people who are way worse than I am. The deserve to be helped. I am just a failure....I don't warrent concern...not yet. Because I am out of control still. When I have control....when I am sick....when I might possibly deserve attention for my issues...then I will go to a psychiatrist. But till then I am still in mid-air, I haven't hit rock bottom...yet.

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