I sit here at my table putting together the scrapbook ... somehow it's making me feel more patient and more relaxed about the situation.

I'm going through a lot of the quotes I wrote, this being one of them. I'm going through almost everything ... getting it all ready.

I don't remember when I wrote this quote, but I know it still fits, so it will go into the scrapbook.

My heart is becoming more relaxed ... the sadness is fading for all the topics I've covered the last few days. I'm starting to feel okay, although any slight move from here may break everything ... let's hope it's a steady trail from here!