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Brick created on 08/10/2008 @ 19:46

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I don't want to talk about it yet, but it went horribly - for reasons I can only feel, not verbalize.

We talked about transference and counter-transference ... and all of it made me feel like I was not a person to be cared about. It made me feel like it was all fake - everything.

I am not doing well with that.

The last ten minutes, I cried in her office while she was talking to me. I cried walking down the stairs, I cried in my car. I am crying now.

I want Dawn back - I don't want Anna anymore ... even if it was all fake and lies. I'll take it ... it's what I need right now.

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09/10/2008 @ 06:09 roze said

It can leave you feeling very wobbly when a therapy session goes like this. When you are ready see if you can verbalise. Thinking of you with love, hugs roze
09/10/2008 @ 12:49 UMxx said

always here for you when you need. Big hugs UMxxx