I worked the 'overnight' shift on Wednesday. 3 a.m. until noon. I was supposed to go see Anna for our appointment, but I canceled because of the insurance stuff. I cried a bit going into work, not too odd for me, but definitely surprised that I did.

I was okay at work, didn't really think about it much, although there was a point that I wondered if Anna called me back - although I never asked her to.

While getting ready to leave for the day, I checked my phone and noticed that she in fact did call. I quickly listened to the message and she said that she got my message and that I had two options. She said she wasn't sure of my deductible, but could either see me once a month (to keep costs low) or see me at a reduced price. She went on to say that she would charge me $80 instead of her normal price.

I hung up the phone, cracked a very big smile and tears came to my eyes. I felt like all was going to be okay. I was relieved that she could still see me, although I was prepared for her not to - I didn't think she'd ever call me back, I never hoped for it.

I called her back and said that I could do the reduced price and that I would take any open slot she had over the next week or two. She called me this morning and said that she has an opening on Wednesday at 10:15. I'm a little stuck because I have to work until noon. I will have to talk to Robin tomorrow to see if I can leave and then come back. I'm sure it will be fine.

I have another therapy appointment. It's not with Dawn - it's with Anna, but I still feel like I'm going to be okay.