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Facing where Ana came from

Pointeless
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Brick created on 08/09/2008 @ 22:21

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I've been doing alot of searching towards what's at the root of my illness lately...
In my last therapy session my therapist asked me why I was resisted the last couple of kg's to my target weight, what was holding me so tightly that I just had to stay at the exact weight i'm at now...just no higher because I was too scared at right now I feel massive alrady...
the above brick is what i've found out over the past week... pieced together - this is the route issue I need to crack - crack that and I win this battle...
atleast I know the root of my real enemy now...

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eating disorder anoexia

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  • 09/09/2008 @ 07:51 Wolfie said
    Wolfie

    hello pointeless, it sounds like you have reached a very important point on your journey to get better - you have defined for yourself why you feel the way you do about food. I hope that you will continue your journey and win the battle. Good luck, Love Wx

  • 09/09/2008 @ 08:48 roze said
    roze

    I so admire your courage in taking this journey to self understanding. You are doing so well pointeless. Take care. Hugs roze

  • 09/09/2008 @ 10:46 ant said
    ant

    Hey pointless - seems like there is a really important point to you being here :)

    This is a really powerful brick that you are sharing with us - and I am in awe of your strength in dealing with what you know of yourself. Sending lots of love and hugs xx ant:)

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