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• 30/08/2008 @ 22:49 inspire said

  

  I understand this in ways that are probably different but somewhat the same as you. My heart goes out to you ... thinking of you.
  Inspire xx

• 30/08/2008 @ 23:06 harmony said

  

  Love, Harmony

• 30/08/2008 @ 23:25 Jomo said

  

  Hey - your park is probably bigger than you think, my friend. Take down the park walls, and have a saunter down other avenues.

  Sorry you are sad -

  Love
  Jo
  [who is the Brick Dude, eh! You are so hot with Bricks now!]

• 01/09/2008 @ 03:33 cherry said

  

  Wishing you strength Summer
  Lots of love Cherry xx

• 01/09/2008 @ 21:30 summer76 said

  

  Thank you all so much for kindness, This was the weekend when I did and said a few things I should have said in the heat of the moment years ago. Would have hit the mark more then and perhaps I would not have been in this mess. As it is this place has helped in making me realise I now have nothing to lose - except that corner of the park. Thanks jomo. Maybe there are some fabulous avenues out there (and some dark alley ways) but we will see what happens next. Nothing I suspect. No apologies and no contact. That is one hell of a big cliff. Get ready
  hugs
  summer
  X

• 09/09/2008 @ 21:18 summer76 said

  

  Do you ever get fed up with trying to sound articulate on here? Roaming round places to post tonight I just do not have the words. Now I can see why a brick might be a place to retreat to. I just do not understand this stupid world and lots of people in it. What in the hell in that precious single celled ego are they trying to protect?

  Joan Baez. 'People are just so fucking stupid'.

  
  Hugalot. summer xx

• 09/09/2008 @ 22:21 Jomo said

  

  Hey pal - sorry you feel so alone and angry - not quite sure what has upset you so much -

  Love
  Jo XXXX

• 10/09/2008 @ 05:45 cherry said

  

  hey Summer, i know it is very easy to feel so disheartened by the world and those in it, but here on the wall are folk just like you, and can completely relate to what you say and feel. As challenging as it can be at times to articulate your feelings sometimes words are not the nescessary requirement , just a breath or a moment of thought can action your emotion . (bricks are a fabulous vent for this ) Just for a while Summer be still for yourself , allow yourself to be angry or frustrated at the world etc - then take a moment to understand and pacify this.
  Everybody in this world operates by the same system of emotions but fundermentally we all express ourselves very individually and it is very easy to feel hurt or misunderstood by others or even by your own self , but you are a good person summer - allow yourself that
  Love Cherry xx
  

• 10/09/2008 @ 20:34 summer76 said

  

  Hey Starpeople, Jomo, cherry, thank you so much. It was sheer frustration last night. Frustration that I was extra down and in seeking support I was again having to launch into my long explanations. I know I do not have to where you good people are concerned but unless I explain it it sort of feels empty. Just lacking any sort of energy and drive right now. Typing here is becoming an effort. Though bloody worthwhile and I am not giving up.

  Right now it is about things happening with the ex. Hence this brick. I know. I know. But when the rest is a desert any cup of water will do. The vitriol about stupid people was that. As long as I live I will never understand it. If I was aware of someone I knew, let alone an ex partner, who was as deeply unhappy and messed up as me my every bone and sinew would compel to offer at least platitudes and I hope more.

  
  OK folks, Time to continue this in my epic TA. Perhaps see you later.

  Thanks

  summer x