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• 02/08/2008 @ 11:39 UMxx said

  

  Hi Calamity,

  This isn't murder - you didn't kill him - you might have been angry but you didn't kill him. We are all responsible for our own actions - even your friend - it was his decision and he must have been feeling really desperate to make the decision. I am sorry you lost a friend in this way. thinking of you UM xx
  

• 02/08/2008 @ 20:10 calamity said

  

  There is the rational and there is the emotional.

• 03/08/2008 @ 07:48 UMxx said

  

  Yes that is so true - so even though you know the rational it is the emotional that is causing you grief - I wonder what you might do to accept this happened and try to find a way to forgive your self - is it grief or is it guilt or both? guilt is an awful emotion and can eat up our sense of self. Where do you think you are with this? Maybe it is still to raw for you to deal with. This must be a totally crap time for you take care -UM xx