I hate his family tremendously. I did nothing wrong. I have been the victim from the begining and now i'm being punished? It's bad enough my boyfriend bailed on me on his own.. now his family FORBIDS us to have contact?

I want nothing to do with that family. I feel betrayed from every direction.

Why does everyone screw me over?!?! I just want to be with Dan and be treated with respect. I don't want to be with Dan AND his family. I'M DATING DAN! I feel like my head is going to explode. I wish it would.

This isn't fair at all. Why is everything so damn hard?

I don't even remember having a completely OKAY day. I don't mean a great day.. no. I don't even remember having an okay day.