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ive come too far to be controlled by a cookie

sityluvsu
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Brick created on 17/04/2008 @ 21:23

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food will not control me
im not going to let it

ive come tooooo far to let fat, calaroies, and carbs controll my life

i will eat when im thin.
or when hunger betrays me.

but hunger doesnt betray like food.

dizziness, hunger, head aches, and that light headed feeling- theyre what show youre getting thin.


=]

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anorexia eating ana disorders mia bulemia ed

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  • 17/04/2008 @ 21:54 roze said
    roze

    Do you feel that controlling eating is a way of finding control over other aspects of your life? Rx

  • 17/04/2008 @ 22:07 sityluvsu said
    sityluvsu

    hmmm. maybe. but i like control. =]
    i like to control my eating.
    i have like no control in everything else.
    its pretty good.
    =]
    plus its a great way to lose weight!
    XD

  • 17/04/2008 @ 22:11 roze said
    roze

    That is what i wondered that eating is the only thing you feel that you can control. I also worry that by eating too little there is a danger of becoming invisible and therefore reinforcing the lack of control in other aspects of life. Rx

  • 17/04/2008 @ 23:08 sityluvsu said
    sityluvsu

    yeah, i wish i was invisble. im pretty sure you cant control what you dont know is there. =]
    then i could be in contol.

  • 17/04/2008 @ 23:11 roze said
    roze

    You can always be anxious about what you don't know what is there - living with uncertainty is tough and yet it is the human condition. We spend so much time trying to control the future when there is simply no way of knowing what will happen. Let go of the next moment and hold on to this. It is all we have. Rx

  • 17/04/2008 @ 23:24 sityluvsu said
    sityluvsu

    youre a smart cookie. =]

  • 17/04/2008 @ 23:24 sityluvsu said
    sityluvsu

    oh. i just realized cookie, and cookie hahaha. [i am amused by the simplest things] XD

  • 17/04/2008 @ 23:27 roze said
    roze

    me too - off to sleep - catch you tomorrow! take care rx

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