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• 17/02/2008 @ 12:42 roze said

  

  There is such a buzz in having a secret affair - it is such a shame that it came to an end. Want to talk about the affair? You can reply anonymously

• 17/02/2008 @ 21:04 Anonymous said

  

  sure. i'll talk about it. it would probably help me to talk about it. honestly i'm not completely sure it's over... but i feel like it is. he means more to me then he knows. now i'm sad all the time. i can't stop thinking about how i won't see him near as much. everytime i go into work now i'm miserable and sad. i just wish there was a way for it to work out...

• 18/02/2008 @ 10:24 roze said

  

  So tell me the story of your affair - how it started and how long it went on...and anything you want to share really

• 18/02/2008 @ 15:02 Anonymous said

  

  so i just typed a huge long thing and it didn't post.... so i might end up typing a shorter version now... :(

  it started a few months after he started working with me... probably in june. it started when we were working together alone. he told me about a dream he had with me in it. we went out to the ocean in a boat and spent the day together. laughing. having fun. kissing. watching the sun set. he asked if i had ever thought of him in that way. i had so i told him. he was surprised.

• 18/02/2008 @ 15:04 Anonymous said

  

  you see he was engaged at the time. i was in a relationship that was having problems. after the dream conversation he started working us together more alone. we would talk about things that normal boss/employees wouldn't. when no one was in the store, we would go in the office. and kiss and what not. a month before he got married things slowed down. i thought it would be over. once he told me that we need to spend time together again before he got married. and then he said... well i dont think things will change between us after i'm married. probably not. 2 months after he was married things started up again. i waited for him to say something since he was the one committed and all.

• 18/02/2008 @ 15:06 Anonymous said

  

  it got to the point were we were telling each other things that hardly anyone knew. i miss him. i'm not sure it's over yet. i plan on talking to him today when i know he's alone.... thanks for talking to me about it. it feels good to. what do you think about all this?

• 19/02/2008 @ 09:45 roze said

  

  i have to say that i feel it is strange that he went ahead and got married when he was so deeply attracted to you. I wonder what that is all about - what does he say about it. What makes you feel it is not over? Please let me know how that conversation goes.

• 19/02/2008 @ 15:50 Anonymous said

  

  yeah... I know it was. they started having a lot of fights and she started getting jealous of me (when he didn't actually know what was going on), so for awhile it didn't look good for them. but i think he stayed with her because her family pretty much disowned her when he started seeing him. she had to move in with him because they kicked her out and all. so i think some of it was like 'i already ruined a lot of stuff for her, so i feel bad leaving.' you know? well in a way i feel like we might continue, but i haven't talked to him much since he got fired and yesterday he didnt call me back... so i'm not really sure what's going on. maybe i should just let him call me. i duno. but it's so hard. i worked last night and it's just filled with memories and is really sad for me to be around.

• 19/02/2008 @ 16:00 roze said

  

  i would leave that call for a few days. Sometimes space - however painful - is very helpful. Got to go now - back later. Rx

• 20/02/2008 @ 10:39 roze said

  

  HOw are you doing today?

• 20/02/2008 @ 15:48 Anonymous said

  

  honestly... i'm horrible. you know how i told you i was in a relationship that was going bad while me and my boss started things up? well that relationship became horrible last night. he hurt me... physically. now i feel even worse than before.

• 21/02/2008 @ 04:11 roze said

  

  I had not picked up on that you had continued that relationship - sorry! What happened - and how did he hurt you? My ex hit me a couple of times and i know just how awful that is. Goodness you are having to live with a lot of shit at the moment. Big hugs, Roze