so...i have a new job in france starting april, and although i am so excited i'm really scared.

i only applied becasue my step-mum had been making hints she wanted me to move out. i moved in last november after my grandparents kicked me out, after i found out about my grandad's little secret. i moved in on the agreement that i'd get a full time job and find my own place, i had to quit college and averything because i couldnt afford.

 anyway, she came up with the idea of this job in france to basically get rid of me, and im worried now that when i get back i won't have anywhere to live, at the end of the day she can always say no to me staying here and my dad's not the argumentative type. what she says goes.

i'm really looking forward to the experience, but i don't know whether i should just reject it and find a job here so i don't have to worry about where to stay when i get back. ill be gone for six months, with no friends or anything.

i just don't know what to do...advice?

i have no idea.

the idea of getting away and making new experiences is great. i just hate the uncertainty about when i get back...

my dad would say yes, i know he would.

but my step-mum would find out and moan and moan...i'm not welcome here, i'm a bit of a mess.

i just know i'll come back to nothing.