Bubbles burst when they're not expected.

I'm crying because there are too many choices to choose from.

Some of the choices were made with malice.

I am sick and tired of being left out even when I'm in.

No one wants me in their life except my family of origin.  And, we all live in different states.  Why do I feel as if this is God's way of keeping us apart so we could fail without each other's help except for phone/cyber prayers?

I'm all confused and I'm sure you are too.  My life's been stinky for awhile now and alot of people, including moi, have contributed to it.  Yeah, I know, you'll say, that's the perfect human way, but I disagree; there's got to be a way out of this mess and the only thing I can think to do is write...something...anything...to get this aching need of a hug into my life.

Anyone relate?

SaraMrs...Being The Little Engine That Could

Dear SaraMrs  Welcome to the BWW from us all .You seem to be feeling bad about many things and there sounds like there is some self blame. I think we alll know how that feels .   There are  times when we all make bad choices and its hard to make things work.

Just from the little you have written  about your situation it sounds like you need to feel a sense of being physically and emotionally secure within your family while you sort things out .Is it possible to visit?  Keep in touch. Hugs and more hugs , Cate